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January 11, 2011

floreceré

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The Journey, by Mary Oliver            (Thank you, Maura)

One day you finally knew
what you had to do, and began,
though the voices around you
kept shouting
their bad advice–
though the whole house
began to tremble
and you felt the old tug
at your ankles.
“Mend my life!”
each voice cried.
But you didn’t stop.
You knew what you had to do,
though the wind pried
with its stiff fingers
at the very foundations,
though their melancholy
was terrible.
It was already late
enough, and a wild night,
and the road full of fallen
branches and stones.
But little by little,
as you left their voices behind,
the stars began to burn
through the sheets of clouds,
and there was a new voice
which you slowly
recognized as your own,
that kept you company
as you strode deeper and deeper
into the world,
determined to do
the only thing you could do–
determined to save
the only life you could save.

 

January 5, 2011 (69/365)

January 10, 2011

awake

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January 2, 2011 (65/365)

I am dreaming, three days in a row now. The kind of dreams that you claw through, push through, pull though. Not bad dreams, but the kind where you wake like emerging from a cocoon, still wet and kind of twisted up but clean and new at the same time. People from all parts of my life, sometimes soft, sometimes distant, always washed over with meaning when I wake. I’m glad of it. I like dreams. And I like this feeling of squeezing through something into something else. It’s like I’ve been stuck for a long time in a room that’s too small, but it was so cozy at first that I didn’t notice…and then I ate the right side of the mushroom and expanded and now I am twisting and turning my way out of the house and into the world. I feel happy, and new, and like my little kitten eyes aren’t quite open yet. So maybe I seem sleepy on the surface if you meet me, but I am more awake inside than I know how to say.

January 4, 2011

raise a glass to the turnings of the season

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I pretty much think this song exists because I need it to. Happy Birthday to me.

Here we come to a turning of the season
witness to the arc towards the sun
the neighbors blessed burden within reason
becomes a burden borne of all in one

and nobody nobody knows…
let the yoke fall from our shoulders
don’t carry it all don’t carry it all
we are all our hands in holders
beneath this bold and brilliant sun
and this I swear to all

A monument to build beneath the arbors
upon a cliff the that towers towards the trees
let every vessel pitching hard to starboard
lay it’s head on summers freckled knees

and nobody nobody knows…
let the yoke fall from our shoulders
don’t carry it all don’t carry it all
we are all our hands in holders
beneath this bold and brilliant sun
this I swear to all, this I swear to all

Buried wreath of trillium and ivy
laid upon the body of the boy
lazy will the long come from it’s hiding
return his quiet certitude to the soil

so raise a glass to turnings of the season
and watch it as it arcs towards the sun
and you must bear your neighbors burden within reason
and your labors will be borne when all is done

and nobody nobody knows…
let the yoke fall from our shoulders
don’t carry it all, don’t carry it all
we are all our hands in holders
beneath this bold and brilliant sun

and this I swear to all
and this I swear to all
and this I swear to all

to all
to all
to all

December 22, 2010

a holy wandering

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December 21, 2010 (53/365)
December 20, 2010 (52/365)

“You are not on a journey from point A to point B. The goal isn’t to arrive, but to meander, to saunter, to make your life a holy wandering.”

-Rabbi Rami Shapiro

December 20, 2010

Hey, little songbird…

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So I spent some time on YouTube and gathered up videos of the California cast of Hadestown. There aren’t many of decent quality, but as it was pretty much the best concert I’ve ever been to, wanted to create some sort of a record. Enjoy!

“Hadestown”

“Hey, Little Songbird”

“The Wall”

“When the Chips are Down”

“Our Lady of the Underground”

December 18, 2010

Fasting

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December 15, 2010 (47/365)

There’s hidden sweetness in the stomach’s emptiness.
We are lutes, no more, no less. If the soundbox
is stuffed full of anything, no music.
If the brain and the belly are burning clean
with fasting, every moment a new song comes out of the fire.
The fog clears, and new energy makes you
run up the steps in front of you.
Be emptier and cry like reed instruments cry.
Emptier, write secrets with the reed pen.

-Rumi, from “Fasting”

November 11, 2010

13/365

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November 11, 2010 (13/365)

This is part of the gate of the children’s chapel at El Santuario de Chimayo, just northeast of Santa Fe. I had a hard time choosing my shot for the day. I guess this one seemed to best capture the essence of something.

I’d been to the Santuario de Chimayo once before, when I was a teenager. It’s a Catholic shrine where people go for healing. Sort of a pilgrimage site – the most significant in the US, according to Wikipedia. There are lots of pictures and crutches and children’s shoes leaning against the walls, and a small room where you can go scoop up holy dirt (I’m trying to think if they called it something else, but I think it was just “holy dirt”) to take home with you. Or smear on whatever ails you (anyway, that’s what I observed one woman doing).

Even though I’m not sure why, I dropped a handful of holy dirt (more like holy sand, really) into my pocket, and left a small something next to the shelf filled with letters and pictures and baby shoes. Sometimes places are just special. Someone supposedly found a magical glowing cross here once (or something – I only skimmed that part of the story), but it was also a healing spot for the indigenous people of the area long before the Catholics arrived. And a handful of sand never hurt anybody’s pocket, so no harm done.

November 10, 2010

12/365

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November 10, 2010 (12/365)

Finally out of Texas!

It’s funny, this shot isn’t at all representative of the kind of beautiful you see most in New Mexico. In fact, for all my bad-mouthing it, this really looks more like Texas. I guess I just didn’t think any of my shots of New Mexico really did it justice…but also I didn’t take many. I’m still just not very comfortable with landscapes – and so I’m hesitant to stop and slow to take pictures and never very happy with them or sure what to do with them in post-processing if I do take them….so I’ve mostly just been driving through these amazing landscapes and taking pictures of the little bits of beautiful along the edges. And so I got out of the car here to take a picture of the landscape, but was only really happy with what I caught of the little bits of gold waving in the wind along the edge of it.

I do love this picture, though, and I didn’t touch it in post-processing. This is just how it came out of the camera.

November 9, 2010

11/365

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November 9, 2010 (11/365)

Downtown Little Rock. Not super happy with this shot, but it’s the only time I pulled out my camera all day, and I did like the colors here a lot. It’s also where we stopped and ate fish tacos (well, I had fish tacos – Laurin had fried catfish, but catfish has a little too much of a congealed texture for my tastes).

This part of Little Rock was really cute. Touristy, but cute. And very friendly. Neither one of us had really been to Little Rock, and we were glad we stopped. I love cities with rivers running through them, and the Arkansas River was a lovely little miniature version of the Mississippi.

November 8, 2010

10/365

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November 8, 2010 (10/365)

Two little birds, from some paneled dividers in T’s parents’ guest room. Memphis, TN. First stop of our road trip, and we were very glad we didn’t decide to drive all the way to Dallas. Was perfect to just hang out with people I love in a comfy spot after our first day on the road. And it felt happy and comfortable, despite the circumstances. Love doesn’t just evaporate, after all, and I’m glad of it.

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